The night air was cool, and the
breeze made it more so. Pulling her shawl closer around herself, Cassia hurried
from the barn to the house. The animals were fed, the goats milked. She was
glad to be done with the chores. It was late, and a warm bed was waiting, even
if it was just a pile of hay in an inner loft. The wattle and daub house she
shared with her father was not a grand structure by any means, but despite its
small size, it was a sturdy and comfortable abode.
Latching the door as she came in,
taking up the candle that had been left for her, she turned and saw her father
leaning over the hearth – and rubbing his temples, clearly in some discomfort.
She frowned in concern.
“Father,” she said, “Are you
unwell?”
Robert instantly righted his
posture. “It is nothing of consequence,” he replied. “It is late, and I am
merely tired.”
It was not entirely the truth.
But she dared not strike at his pride by arguing with him. She loved and
respected him too much – and more than that, he was all she had left in the
world. She spoke softly to him.
“I am tired as well. Perhaps we
should both retire for the night.” Approaching him, she kissed his cheek. “Good
night, father.”
He gave no reply, but such was
his way. When he was troubled or hurting, he was often taciturn, and so she was
not offended or hurt by his manner. She knew him well, and there were probably familiar
thoughts – painful ones – weighing on his mind. As she climbed the ladder to
the loft, she felt a sting of sadness, thinking of how lonely she knew he was. Loneliness
was a common ailment in their household. Robert DeWarren had lost his wife many
years ago, and just recently, his only son. Cassia shared her father’s grief
over the loss of their family. But her
sadness was compounded by a loss that was her own. As she blew out the candle,
settling down in her bed of blankets, a dark thought crossed her mind – just as
it had so many times before.
I am a widow. And I am but sixteen.
Both her brother and her husband
had followed their passions about going to war, both of them certain that King
Richard’s mighty army would conquer the holy land with little effort. But oh,
how wrong they had been. So many lives had been lost, and for what? The quest
had ultimately been a failure. And among the dead were two people she held most
dear to her heart. All because of a king’s foolish ambition.
And another man’s slavish devotion to his lord and master, she
reminded herself.
She felt anger welling up inside
of her. But with a strength of mind she had often prided herself on, she pushed
the thought of him from her mind. Robin of Locksley deserved no place in her
thoughts, unless it was the thought of him suffering, just as she had suffered
because of his self-righteous ways.
Damn Robin of Locksley, she thought. May he meet a horrible and grotesque end.
*****
The knock on the door was
insistant. Cassia rolled over, trying to open her heavy eyelids. These kind of
middle-of-the-night disturbances were nothing unusual. Her family had long been
known for giving aid to neighbors in need, and so they were accustomed to being
so disturbed. Forcing herself to sit up, for she knew she would have to be of
help to her father, she saw the light of his candle down below. She waited, and
listened, as he spoke to someone at the door.
Her eyes narrowed when she heard
a familiar – and despised – voice that spoke with urgency. His words could not
be fully heard from where she sat, but her father soon appeared at the bottom
of the ladder, raising his candle as he looked up at her.
“Come, daughter,” he said. “One
of the villagers brings a child, and we must assist in its arrival.”
She sighed as she smoothed her
hair, trying to make herself somewhat presentable. Not that she intended to
impress anyone in particular, especially Robin of Locksley. But she did have
her own sense of pride. What else of value did a poor young woman possess?
*****
The baby boy was healthy and
whole, born with no complications. Cassia smiled as she cleaned him off and
swaddled him, and she watched and listened as the friar blessed him. Tuck was
one of Robin Hood’s confidantes, but he was a kind soul, and a true man of God.
There were many others who followed Locksley as though he might be the messiah
himself, even though he was a former earl now turned outlaw. Most of them were
simply poor people in desperate need of someone to call a hero, and in truth,
she could not blame them for it. But there was one among them she could not
admire. One who she despised almost as much as Locksley himself.
As Cassia carried the babe to his
waiting mother, she heard the low sound of Robin’s voice just outside the door.
And a female voice was speaking to him in return.
“There is nothing to be done
about it, Robin. You are an outlaw, and we cannot change such a fact.”
Robin’s words were spoken
quietly. But the pathos in his tone was clear.
“We are one soul, Marian. We are
destined for one another.”
“I am promised to another,” she
whispered. “This you know. I cannot change the arrangement made by my father.
It will not be undone.”
“You will marry a man you despise?
An evil man, one you can hardly bear to have in your company, let alone your
bed?”
“Guy of Gisborne is the man my
father has chosen for me. Had you not been outlawed, Robin of Locksley, I would
be your wife. But you have created this fate for us. There is nothing to be
done about it.”
“There is always a way, Marian.
And we will find it.”
Cassia tried not to hear their
conversation. But it was not the first time she had overheard such a
disagreement. Marian of Leaford was to wed Guy of Gisborne, the Sheriff’s
second in command. And Lady Marian was revolted by her husband-to-be. In
public, she played the obedient and dutiful fiancé, accompanying Sir Guy to
important functions and social occasions, and gifting him with a cool but
seemingly genuine affection. But such a façade was thin, and it seemed that
only Guy of Gisborne himself was ignorant about the ruse. He was besotted with
Lady Marian, and Cassia pittied him. His blindness was a source of amusement
and ridicule for all of Nottingham to whisper about. But she found his story to
be a sad one. She sighed, thinking that no man – not even one of the most hated
men in Nottingham – deserved to be made such a fool.
*****