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The sound was not difficult to discern. Probably it was some neighboring peasants who had tipped back too much ale. Now they were wandering about in search of trouble…but they would find more than they had bargained for, if he had anything to do with it.
*****
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If there had been a weapon at
hand, Guy might have killed Robert DeWarren.
It took every bit of discipline
he had not to act on his murderous impulse. His body was so at mutiny with his
mind that when he sank into the chair, he had to turn his face away from the
both of them. Especially from Cassia.
Closing his eyes, he tried to
clear his mind. But he could not forget the way her soft body molded perfectly
to his, or the taste of her kiss…sweeter than honey mead, with her little
tongue moving against his so eagerly. She had responded with such fervor, and
if it hadn’t been for her damned father, he was certain they would have enjoyed
each other properly.
“My lord Gisborne, I would like a
moment alone with my daughter.”
The sound of Robert’s voice
startled him slightly, shaking him from his thoughts for a moment…and it
angered him. His response was low and cross.
“Have your blasted moment then,
DeWarren. But do so outside if you wish for privacy. I am quite unwilling to
leave the comfort of this chair.”
Discomfort was a more
fitting word. Having had his lustful wishes unfulfilled, it would take some
time to calm himself. But when he saw Robert leading Cassia out, his curiosity was
instantly stirred. He was no simpleton. They were going out there to discuss
him.
Despite the pain overtaking him, in his foot
and everywhere in between, he pulled himself from the chair to hobble towards
the door. Every step was torture, but he gritted his teeth, reminding himself
that he had endured more agony than this before. He’d had enough of being lamed
as it was. But at the moment, that thought was a small one. He was more
occupied with discovering what DeWarren was up to. Leaning against the doorframe,
he listened to their low-spoken conversation.
*****
“What goes on between you and
lord Gisborne?”
Her eyes widened a little. Not
wanting to lie, but not wanting to upset him further, she shook her head
slightly. “Nothing, Father.”
He narrowed his gaze,
scrutinizing the expression she wore. “Do not lie to me, Cassia. I have seen
the burning in your face. It is still there. Did he accost you in some way?”
She shook her head, insistent.
“Nothing happened.”
There was a long moment, and
Cassia watched her father’s expression, which was quickly set with a light of
finality. Clearly, he had come to some sort of decision, and she feared now to
hear what he would say.
“He can no longer remain here.
You are in peril so long as we house him. And he is well enough now to return
to Nottingham.”
She wagged her head again, only
now it was with alarm. Despite every good reason there was to be rid of Guy of
Gisborne, the thought that he would actually be gone was crushing. No matter
what he had done, or what he would do, she found herself pained by the idea of
losing him. She fought for a credible reason that he should stay.
“He cannot go, Father. His ankle
is not yet healed.”
But Robert shook his head in
denial.
“It matters not,” he insisted.
“Gisborne is a threat, and I will tolerate his presence not one moment longer.”
“But Father…”
“We will not discuss it!”
Dropping her eyes to the ground, she felt the
burn of tears. She knew why he wished Guy away, and she could not find it in
her heart to think ill of him for it. As much as she loved Gisborne, she loved
her Father even more. When his voice became soft and kind, tears spilled down
her cheeks. He reached out with a gentle hand to grasp her shoulder.
“I lost your dear mother in
childbed, and your younger brother with her. I lost your brother Stephen to the
pilgrimage. I will not lose my only daughter as well.”
With a lump in her throat, she
could hardly speak, except to whisper a few short words. “What will you do
about him?”
“When you take him his supper
tonight, I will apply something to his wine to induce a sleeping spell. Once he
is asleep, we shall transport him to Nottingham under the cover of darkness.”
Deception, Cassia thought. A deep sense of guilt came over her. Had
Guy not been deceived enough? It tormented her to imagine what he would think
of her if she took part in this dishonesty. Daring to truly defy her father for
the first time, she shook her head.
“I cannot do that to him. I will
not do it.”
“You will do as I tell you,
Cassia.”
She shook her head again, her
eyes lowered. “I am sorry father, but I will not carry such a weight on my
conscience.”
He looked at her for a moment ,
his expression dark.
“Then I shall act alone. We will
be rid of Guy of Gisborne, and such is a fact you must come to accept,
daughter. It is for the best. Now go and see to your duties. I will see to
mine. It will be dark soon.”
She did not raise her head as he
left her. It was several long minutes more before she turned to go back inside.
And when she did, she did not at first see Guy as he stood in a shadowed
corner. It wasn’t until he spoke from the darkness that she realized he was
there.
“So your father thinks to be rid
of me, and by means of poisoning?
She spun around quickly, startled
by the broken quiet of the room. But taking a calming breath, she turned away
from him to return to her bread making.
“Tis’ not poisoning. He merely
intended to lull you into a stupor. And you had no right to listen to our
conversation.”
“I had no right to learn of a
plot against me?”
“Oh, for heaven’s sake, Guy of
Gisborne. What would you have us do? You know as well as I that you have no
further need of us.”
His steps grew slowly closer…and
his voice changed. It became soft. Too soft for her liking.
“What we need and what we want are
two different things, are they not?”
He paused, and she could feel his
eyes upon her. He was just a few steps away, so close she could almost feel
him. Breathing deep, she tried her best to be calm, even under the heated
scrutiny of his gaze.
“What we want is of little
concern in this life. Now please leave me. I have to finish my work.”
Even as she spoke, she knew he would not go. A
moment later she felt him moving again, drawing close to her side. She could
feel his warmth, just as before. Her heart trembled as she felt him beside her,
his eyes looking down on her. He was so close she could hear his breathing. And
yet she refused to look at him, knowing that if she met his eyes, she would
lose herself to him all over again. She turned away from him, even as he
lowered his head to murmur a question close to her ear.
“Have you considered my offer?”
She moved a small step away,
seeking distance from him, squaring her shoulders firmly. “There is nothing to
consider.” Even as she declared her words, she felt his hand reaching out to
twirl a lock of her hair around his finger. He continued to speak in that low,
velvet tone.
“You could profit quite
handsomely if you were mine. Fine clothing, jewels. Maids and valets to see to
your needs. You would not need to serve anyone.”
“Except you?” Now she turned to
face him, unable to help herself.
He smirked. “Judging from what
occurred just a short while ago, I do not believe you would mind it.”
I would not mind it, she thought. I would give anything to be
with you. I want to be with you…Oh Lord, how much!
She wanted to tell him
so. She was but a moment from throwing herself into his arms, pleading with him
to kiss her as he had before, to press his strong and solid body against hers
once again…and only one thought kept her from seeking his arms.
“I cannot abandon my father. I
will not abandon him.”
His response was a careless
shrug. “Perhaps I can find him a position as a servant in my household.”
She eyed him with a cynical
expression.
“You would make him a servant, and
let him suffer utter humiliation? Do you
not think your other servants would talk about him, whispering that his
daughter lies with the master of the house?” She shook her head stubbornly. “I
will not dishonor him in that way.”
He let out an angry breath, the
sound almost a growl. He reached out to take her by both arms, holding her
firmly, pulling her tight against his body.
“Your willfulness is infuriating.
And you should consider yourself fortunate. If I was inclined to force you to
my will, you would not have the power to stop me.”
Bringing her gaze up, she looked
directly into his fierce eyes…and behind that angry light shining there, she
could see something else.
He is not capable of violence
against me.
In her heart, she knew it was the truth. And
yet, she knew he was not yet able to admit such a vulnerability. His pride kept
him from it. And in handling him, a touch of defiance was still needed.
“If you force yourself on me, you will not
find the conquest you seek. To take me that way is to have only my physical
being. My heart and soul are mine to
give or keep as I choose.”
A long moment passed, rife with
tension. Then she felt his grip loosen. He released her, and slowly he turned
away, silently moving to the chair in the corner. For several moments she
watched him, wondering if he would look at her or say something. But he was
still and silent. So she turned back to her bread making…until a faint noise
from outside caught her ear.
“Did you hear that?”
He gave no answer. Turning
towards the door, she strained her ears to listen, and a sudden fear gripped
her when she realized there were several voices coming from outside…and they
did not sound friendly.
“Bandits,” she said, more to herself than
anyone else. But Guy must have caught what she said, for he rose from his seat
and came near.
“Bandits?” he said, looking
skeptical. “What would thieves find here to steal?”
“Whatever they please,” she
answered. “Our chickens, our geese, our milking goats. Anything that might
fetch even a small price.” She snatched up a heavy iron skillet from the table.
“I must go out there and stop them.”
He reached out and gripped her
arm. “Are you out of your mind? Do you think a woman with a cooking pan is any
match for determined criminals?”
“My father is out there and I
will not let him come to harm!”
For a few moments he just looked
at her, saying nothing. And then he pulled her back, away from the door. A
determined look was in his eyes, and she watched as he disappeared into the
sick room for a moment. When he came back, her eye moved to his hand…which held
the handle of a long, shining dagger.
“Stay here. Do not come outside,
do you understand?”
Thinking only of her father, she
ignored his demand instantly and stepped forward to follow him…until he pushed
her against the wall and held her there.
“DO AS I SAY!”
His demand was so fierce, so
powerful, that she was stunned into silence. She could only nod slightly,
watching as he went out the door.
*****
Drunkards.
The sound was not difficult to discern. Probably it was some neighboring peasants who had tipped back too much ale. Now they were wandering about in search of trouble…but they would find more than they had bargained for, if he had anything to do with it.
Criminal scum. Time served in
the dungeons is too kind. A knife to the throat or the gullet would serve them
better.
But as he approached, he saw it
wasn’t peasants at all. It was three Nottingham guards…and if there was
anything more useless than the poor, it was Briwere’s men. At least peasants
could be put to work. What were the guards, other than to be expendable. And
right then, the worthless fools were ransacking Robert DeWarren’s animal pen.
One guard was forcing chickens into a burlap sack, while another held Robert
back to keep him from struggling…and the third guard was leading a horse out of
the barn.
His horse. He heard their
drunken glee at finding such a prize.
“Well, mates! Look here at what I
found! He will fetch a proper price, won’t he?”
The man holding Robert twisted
the old man’s arm tighter, chuckling at the painful gasp it produced. Spitting
on the side of his captive’s face, he sneered at him. “Tell us, old man. Where
did a lowly peasant like you get such a fine beast?”
Guy’s voice came from the dark.
“He is mine.”
The guard who held Robert tried
to turn and look at who had spoken…but a moment later a dagger was thrust up
between his shoulder blades, piercing his lung, killing him instantly. Mouth
wide open, eyes wide in shock, his body fell to the ground as Guy pulled out
the knife…and trained his eyes on his next target. The guard who held his horse
stood frozen in fear, eyes huge with shock, as he looked upon the face of his
long lost master. Just before he reached the petrified man, Guy could suddenly
smell the stench of piss…evidence of a man who was certain he was being
confronted by a spirit. The guard fell to his knees, begging for mercy.
“Spare me, ghost! Spare me!”
He was silenced by a violent
twist of the neck and the snap of bone, and the next moment he lay dead on the
ground. Guy turned for his third victim, who was staring in bald shock and
slowly backing away, preparing to flee. Knowing he was in no condition to run,
Guy still moved forward in pursuit…until a shadow appeared from the darkness.
Then there was the sound of iron meeting a human skull, and the guard crumbled
to the ground. As the form came closer Guy realized it was Cassia, who held her
skillet in her hand. He scowled at her as she came to the side of her father,
who had fallen to his knees. Guy’s eyes narrowed in anger at her.
“I thought I told you to stay
inside.”
Her words were defiant. “As if
your commands mean anything to me.”
She put her arms around her father, slowly
helping him to his feet. While she led him back to the house, Guy examined his
horse and found the animal to be sound. He glanced around, his eyes focusing on
the bodies of the three guards. Two would have to be buried. The third he was
unsure of. Was the man alive or dead? In all honesty he did not care either
way. But he knew he couldn’t leave corpses lying around to be discovered.
He saw his horse settled, and
returned the chickens to their pen. Then he slowly dragged each of the two dead
men into the woods, throwing leaves and brush over their bodies. They wouldn’t
be missed, and in all likelihood they would become a feast for some wild
animals before anyone even gave them a thought.
Dragging himself back towards the
property, his foot throbbing viciously from overuse, he looked about for the
third guard…and found he was nowhere in sight. For several minutes he scanned
the area, but he knew that the guard had probably come to life and was likely
headed back to Nottingham in a hurry. Would the man remember what, or more
particularly, who he had seen? Would anyone even believe the rambling of a
drunken guard? Shaking his head, he dismissed the thought altogether, too
exhausted and in too much pain to think of anything but getting back to the
house.
As he stood in the doorway, he
watched Cassia with her father. Robert sat in a chair with a blanket around his
shoulders, while Cassia handed him a cup. Seeming to sense Guy’s eyes upon her,
she slowly turned to look at him.
His expression was blank, but his
eyes burned bright as he looked at her. She owed him a great debt for what he
had done. And he fully intended to collect it from her.
“Are you prepared to reward me,
Cassia?”
She raised her eyes to him, and
just as quickly she lowered them, her face flushing with warmth. Kneeling at
his feet as he rested in a chair, she examined his swollen ankle. To his
question, she gave no reply. Instead, she remarked on the condition of his
injury.
“The bone is sound. You are
fortunate not to have damaged it again.”
He reached out and grasped her
chin, making her look up at him. His scowl was dark. “Do not attempt to change
the subject. I have saved your father’s life, at possible risk to my own. Such
heroics should be rewarded accordingly.”
She swatted his hand away. “Then
where is my reward, Sir Guy of Gisborne? Where is my father’s reward? You
forget, it was we who saved you from certain death. I should say that neither
of us now owes the other. Our debts are paid in full.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Oh, so we
are at an impasse, then?”
She nodded. “Yes, Sir Guy. There
is nothing more to be said.” She made to turn away, but suddenly he reached
down to take her by the arms, pulling her close. He brought her face to within
inches of his own.
“There is much more to say,
Cassia. I have been more tolerant of your defiance than I have ever been with a
woman. But my patience is at its end. I will have what I want.”
She gave him a hard shove,
pushing him back enough she that his grip eased. And yet he still held to her.
He still had that fiercely determined look in his eyes. And it was maddening.
“For God’s sake, Guy of Gisborne!
Why can you not find some comely lady’s maid or unfaithful noblewoman to
satisfy you? I am sure you know many!”
“I do not want a lady’s maid or a
noblewoman!”
“Then find a dairy maid or a
castle wench! Find any strumpet you please, but leave me be!”
She broke away from him, and
before he could detain her, she hurried from the room, seeking refuge outside
in the night air. She found herself in the barn, where she hoped to linger in
the dark…to escape him for a while. In her current state, with her mind so
frazzled, she did not know if she could handle a confrontation with him. Not
after all that had happened this day.
It was no surprise when she found
him at her side. She closed her eyes, turning away from him. But she could not
escape his voice. His deep, sensual voice.
“I will have only you as my
mistress.”
“And if I refuse? What then?”
“You will not refuse.”
He grasped her shoulders firmly and turned
her, making her face him. She tried in vain to struggle free, even as he
brought his lips to her ear, whispering.
“Tell me the truth, Cassia. Say
you want me the way I want you.”
His breath was warm against her
skin, making her limbs tremble. She was growing weak…and still she tried to
resist.
“I cannot say it.”
She tried again to push him away,
but he was immobile. And now he was trying to turn her face up, seeking to meet
her eyes with his.
“Why can you not say it?”
She tried to look away, knowing
that if she met his gaze, all was lost.
“Because my feelings mean nothing
to you,” she said, her voice growing soft. “I used to believe you had goodness
buried deep within you. Now I know I was wrong all along.”
He brushed her ear with his warm
lips. “Do you hate me, then?”
The way he was holding her so
firmly, his solid body pressing so close to hers, it was difficult to reply.
“Yes, I do.”
With a firm hand, he cupped her
cheek and turned her head, forcing her to look at him. A moment of silence
passed between them. Then his lips came down on hers, hot and demanding…and
this time, she could not push him away. Her body and soul had been so long
deprived. Whatever the consequences, she could no longer fight him. She wanted
him too much.
As he anchored her head in his
hands, she wound her arms around his neck, threading her fingers through his
hair. It had grown longer in the last weeks, curling in that way she had always
loved. Now she felt the texture through her fingers while his mouth was opening
with hers. Wanting to feel more of him, her hands wandered down his back. The
shirt he wore hung loose, and she took advantage of it, running her fingers
around his sides to his muscular stomach. She heard a muffled groan escape him,
and she echoed the sound when she felt his warm hand firmly stroking her
breast.
To feel his touch through the barrier of her
clothing…it wasn’t nearly enough. She knew he felt the same desperation, for he
broke away from her lips to focus on the laces of her dress, making short work
of them. With that same ease of hand, he pulled down the sleeves of her gown
and the straps of her thin linen shift all at once…leaving her bare from the
waist up. In the dim light she could just make out the smug expression he wore
as his eyes looked their fill. It was the look of a man who had played this
game many times…a look of pure lust, one she knew he had probably given to many
women.
But she refused to linger on the thought of
others who had been in her place before. Instead she focused on the moment, and
at the moment, turnabout was fair play. Gripping the hem of his shirt, she
quickly lifted it over his head and tossed it aside. A flash of memory came to
her, of those few brief moments when she had seen him completely nude during
his bath…and seeing his beautifully sculpted torso before her now, it wasn’t
nearly enough. She wanted to see all of him. She wanted to feel all of him.
Quickly she reached for the ties of his breeches. And when she dared to glance
up…though the light around them was dim…she could see his eyes. And the way he
was smirking wolfishly.
“Eager, are we?”
Instantly she paused in her
actions, reaching both hands up to cover his mouth. She narrowed her eyes at
him.
“Do not speak. When you do, you
have a tendency to ruin a pleasant moment. I will not allow that now.”
Dropping her hands back to her
task, she at last freed him from his laces. She pushed his breeches down his
legs, watching as he stepped out of his trappings…and her breath caught at the
sight of his him. She couldn’t help but stare, until she felt his fingers
lifting her face up to look at him. He didn’t speak, just as she’d told him not
to. Instead he brought his mouth down to hers, making her head spin with the
intensity of his passionate kiss. She brought her hands up to clasp his neck, while
his fingers quested over her shoulders, trailing down her arms and then up
again. A moment later his hands lowered to her breasts, cupping their slight
weight in his palms. She whimpered at the pleasure of his touch, trembling with
anticipation. When his hands moved away for a moment she made a sound of
disappointment, until she felt him undoing the sash at her waist. It soon fell
away, and her gown dropped to a pool around her feet. They both looked at one
other, no barriers between them. Then she was in his arms again, and they were
falling down into the hay.
The pent up feelings of raw
passion, only briefly sparked before, now exploded between them. Her hands
roamed everywhere, wanting to feel every inch of his skin. His lips traveled
down her cheek, her jaw, and her neck, the slight bristle of his stubble
feeling wonderfully sensual against her skin. Then his mouth was moving lower,
tracing a damp path between her breasts. His mouth tasted her, the feeling
unbearably hot and pleasurable. She clutched his head to her body, overwhelmed
with the sensations he was stirring in her…sensations she had long forgotten,
and now longed desperately to feel again. When his hand drifted down her
abdomen, she felt her pulse throbbing madly, her breath coming fast as he
pressed his palm against her. Instinctively she pushed herself against his
hand, wanting more. She felt his mouth wet and open against her belly, and she
could not wait a moment longer. She moaned his name…an urgent plea to end his
delicious torment. And he willingly obliged.
Moving himself up, positioning
himself between her legs, he entered her in one swift movement. She gasped at the sweet pleasure, the hot
feeling of him. He had paused for a moment, as if to test her reaction…and she
thrust her hips, silently begging for him. It was all the encouragement he
needed. He caught her mouth with his and pushed deep into her, making her moan
with delight. Raking her nails down his back she bucked hard in rhythm with
him, meeting his every thrust, telling him without words how wildly her desire
burned. They rose and fell madly together, gasping and panting. As the end
rushed towards them she tore her lips away from his, throwing back her head in
a great gasp. His mouth opened against her shoulder, his breath hot and damp.
He grasped for her hands and stretched them above her head, clenching their
fingers tightly together, thrusting into her again and again until they
shattered in a unison of pleasured cries.
*****
His eyes were clenched, pressed
against her warm skin. He released the joined grip of their fingers, only to
wind his arms around her, holding her in a fierce embrace…unable to let her go.
Even as their wild breathing
eased, their heartbeats slowing to a calmer rhythm, he held tightly to her. He
could not loosen his arms, unwilling to lose the incredible warmth of her body.
Every nerve he possessed was heightened. He brushed his jaw against her neck,
nuzzling her. His lips began dropping small, hot kisses on her throat…her
shoulders and her chest, worshiping the perfection of her creamy skin. He heard
her make a tiny whimper, and it sent a rush of excitement coursing through his
body.
He had known lust since he’d had
his first woman at the age of thirteen. But never before had he felt this kind
of madness…this overwhelming intensity in all of his body and soul. Somehow, he
had known that it would be this way with her…that she would be like no one he’d
had before. He could still feel the sting of her nails on his back, and the
thought made him wild with wanting her again. For once she wasn’t resisting
him. She wanted him. Her desire was fierce, judging from the eager noises she
had made and the way she had clung so tight to him. Even now she was pressing
her soft breasts against his chest, encouraging him with the delicious feel of
her nipples. Her fingertips were lightly stroking his back, sending shivers of
delight through his whole body…and he went hard again, still sheathed within
her. She gasped with pleasure, clenching around him, and instantly he moved
against her. His momentary impulse was to drive himself into her deep and fast,
to take her with every bit of his strength so he might satisfy the craving he
had for her.
Instead he moved slowly,
purposely taking his time, wanting to make her mad with longing for him. She
had taunted him for so long, keeping him from knowing this unbridled passion,
this furious pleasure. Now, he would seek retribution…in the most delicious
way.
With an unhurried pace he ground
himself into her, pulling out slightly before sliding back in again with
purposely slow movements. He felt her hands moving down his lower back, but he
wouldn’t allow her touch to overpower him…not yet. This would not be a mutual
pleasure…not until he’d taken her to where he wanted her.
Reaching behind him to take hold
of her wrists, lifting her body slightly upwards with his, he gathered her arms
behind her back, gently pinning them with a light hold of one hand while his
arm held her close. The slight bending of her back forced her chest to rise. He
took advantage of it, lowering his mouth to her breasts, first one and then the
other, grazing his teeth over each hardened nipple, tugging them lightly. Then
his tongue swept over each peak, teasing her…and he smirked triumphantly when
he heard her whimpering. With her hands pinned as they were, she was helpless
against his attentions. He thrust inside of her, making her moan…and then she
hissed her frustration out loud.
“Wicked, evil man.”
He moved his head upwards, lightly
grazing her skin with the roughness of his unshaven jaw, and then trailing over
it with soft, damp kisses. When he brought his lips near to hers, she pushed
herself against him, parting her lips eagerly, and he claimed her mouth in a
hot kiss. He drank in her sweetness, relishing the sensation of her tongue
tasting him as she kissed him back with unabashed eagerness. She was greedy for
him. He felt it in the way she opened her mouth to his…heard it in the way she
panted and moaned as he moved again within her. When he released her hands she
clutched his head, her fingers pulling at his hair. Her legs were gripping him
in a powerful hold, her inner walls pulsating around him, trying to pull him in
deeper. It was nearly his undoing…but with all the discipline he possessed he
held back, reaching his hand down between their joined bodies to touch her. She
cried out as he ravished her with his kiss, her release coming hard and fast.
When her hands reached around to clench his backside, her nails stinging his
flesh, his control broke. Madly he drove into her again and again, all
gentleness gone. His movements went wildly on until he exploded within her, his
own cry of release a guttural sound against her mouth.
They were both struggling to
breathe. Even when the violent beating of their hearts ceased, and he
reluctantly withdrew from her, he did not release her from his arms. Instead he
rolled to his back and took her with him, delighting in the feel of her slight
weight on his chest. Their skin was covered with a fine sheen of sweat, their
breathing still rapid. And he felt his eyelids grow heavy from exhaustion. As
he fell asleep he clung to her, hoping that when he woke, she would still be
there.
*****
Sometime later he stirred.
Opening his eyes he found, much to his relief and pleasure, that she was still
pressed against his body. Her legs were entwined with his, her arms still
around him. Her hair fell over him in fabulous display as she slept. And just
looking at her so displayed, it made him want her all over again.
He grinned at the thought that
having her once or twice wasn’t nearly enough to give him satisfaction. He
could imagine spending hour upon hour in her arms and never tiring of the
pleasure she would bring him. He could not remember when he had so fiercely
desired a woman…not even Marian.
Lord, he’d been such a fool over
her. A complete and utter fool, he now realized. Months ago, he would never
have imagined wanting someone else. He had sought her relentlessly, blindly and
stupidly believing that in time, she would grow to care for him. Desperate,
lonely fool that he had been, it had not mattered to him that at times, an
expression of loathing had crossed her features. All along, she had never
wanted him.
But Cassia did.
It sent a fierce wave of
possessiveness through him. She had refused the offer of being his mistress,
and yet she had given herself to him in the most powerful way. As far as he was
concerned, she now belonged to him body and soul. Never had he felt such
want…such insatiable hunger for another human being. Through the years, he had
slaked his lust with countless women, but the encounters had always been the
same. There had been mindless pleasure, and then, a feeling of disregard…or the
occasional sense of emptiness. Here now, in the arms of this woman, he felt
something new…something he had only known in fragments of his lifetime.
The feeling was happiness. It
felt so wonderful, so right being with her. She suited him perfectly, with her
hard-headedness and her passion. She hid nothing from him, and he suddenly
recalled how, at one time, he had thought so little of her. He had been so
certain that she would be nothing more than another brief encounter. But now,
he knew what a fool he had been to think of her so. Now that he’d discovered
her, he felt he had found a priceless treasure…and he had no intention of
giving her up.
He heard her make a soft sound.
It seemed to be a murmur of contentment, and he lazily ran his hands over her
shoulders. His fingers roamed her beautifully tapered back and her sides,
stroking her soft, warm skin. She lifted her head, looking at him with those
beautiful, shining dark eyes. Eyes that held a power over him that he willingly
succumbed to.
I have been bewitched, he said to himself. And God help me, I want no cure for it.
He leaned in to claim her mouth,
threading her hair through his fingers, gently holding her head in his hands.
As the kiss grew deeper, his entire being sprang to life with anticipation. He
was but a moment from rolling her to her back and having her for a third time.
His breath quickened…his blood pulsed madly.
But then, she tried to break from
him. She took her lips from his, ending their kiss. The feeling of loss was
acute. He felt a strange sense of pain at the notion of losing contact with
her, and he tried to pull her back. But he felt her hands pushing him away.
They had hardly said a word until
now, talking being the least of their mutual desires. But as she removed
herself from his arms, slipping away from him to reach for her clothing, he
could not be silent. He reached out his hand, intent on bringing her back, but
her movements were too swift. The silken texture of her leg was all that he
managed to touch before she slipped completely out of his reach.
“Why do you go so soon?”
He watched, disillusioned as she
slipped into her linen shift. She replied in that teasing way of hers. “Are you
not yet satisfied?”
Lord, she was a maddening
creature. The corner of his mouth turned up as he answered.
“Hardly that.”
She looked into his eyes, and he felt a rush of
relief when she came back for a moment to kiss him. From the joyful little
sound she made, it was clear to him that she wasn’t so willing to part from him
yet. It thrilled him to know that she had no regrets…that she was just as needy
as he was. Eagerly his hands moved over her soft body, feeling her warmth
through the thin garment. He clenched the material in his fists, wishing to
tear it away so there would be no impediments between them. When she tried to
stay his hands, he resisted, groaning his protest.
“You cannot leave me now.”
He kissed her neck, tenderly
nibbling the soft skin. Her arms went around him in response, and he chuckled
triumphantly, certain that he had won…until she pushed at his shoulders, telling
him that he must cease. He tried not to hear her, but she pushed even more
strongly against him.
“I must return,” she insisted.
“If my father wakes and finds us both gone, he will surely know what has
transpired.”
His first thought was a curse. Who gives a damn about your father?
But even in the madness of
wanting her, he managed enough of his sense to keep himself silent, at least
where the subject of her father was concerned. He also knew she was right…that
if they stayed here much longer, their risk of discovery would be great, and
that was a dangerous game to play.
He pressed his lips to the base
of her throat, trying to draw out one last moment of pleasure. When she tried
again to withdraw from his arms, he let her go, though he could not help scowling
at the loss of her sweet flesh.
Reluctantly he reached for his
own clothes. Pulling them on, he looked at her as she tied the laces of her
dress and bound her sash around her waist. He was transfixed as he watched her
running her fingers through her hair, picking out the stray pieces of straw.
There was something intoxicating about the sight. Perhaps it was the thought of
how glorious that soft mane of hair felt in his hands, or the remembrance of
how her touch could so easily ignite the fire in him. As she stepped towards
the doorway he reached out for her, pulling her back into his arms, bringing
his mouth down to hers to kiss her fiercely. She clung tight to him and kissed
him back, her mouth as demanding as his, and in moments they were breathless,
struggling to remain upright. He didn’t know how she had the strength to pull
back, when he was only a moment away from pushing her to the ground and
ravishing her body again. They were both breathing hectically, and his words
were heavy with lust.
“When will I be with you again?”
She shook her head, and her own
voice was thick.
“I cannot say. We play a
dangerous game, Guy.”
“When?” he insisted. To which she
sighed, looking away.
“You must keep your distance
until dawn, at least. I will not lie with you in my father’s house. Tomorrow,
perhaps this madness will pass.”
He chuckled. “After such a night
passed between us, you believe it can be so easily forgotten?” He shook his
head. “You cannot forget.” Drawing her tender body against him, he pressed his
lips against her neck, groaning in frustration. “I am not a patient man. I will
not wait long to have the pleasure of my mistress’s attention.”
Her response was a teasing one.
“It is well, then, that you cannot climb the ladder of the loft. Wicked
beast..”
“Witch!” he uttered, softly yet
aggressively. “Do not underestimate me.”
She allowed him one last kiss.
And then she fled, vanishing from his sight. She would not change her mind. He
knew her well enough by now to know that. Up in her hayloft she would hide from
him, if for no other reason than to make him burn with anticipation. She had
said he was to wait until dawn to see her again, but the thought of so long a
time was exasperating. He felt like an enraptured youth who had known his first
taste of pleasure and was being driven to madness for want of more.
His mouth crinkled in a naughty
little smile.
I will find a way, he thought. I
will not be kept from what I want. I will not be kept from her.
As he approached the house, his
ear caught the sound of a footfall. His hand went to the dagger on his belt.
Was it the guard returning? He looked cautiously about…and suddenly he saw an
explosion of stars. He was falling forward, and then, he fell into an
insensible blackness.
*****
Her father still slept. As she
sat beside him, a whirl of conflicting emotions gripped her. Lord, what had she
done? While her father was lying alone, healing from the effects of a great
shock, she had fallen into the arms of Guy of Gisborne. She had become the
lover of a man not her husband. Her eyes filled with tears of shame, and she
covered her mouth with the back of her hand, trying not to lapse into sobs. It
would not do to have her father wake and see her in such a state.
And yet, even while she felt the
sting of shame, she could not help the deep feeling of contentment and womanly
satisfaction that had come from being with him. Heavens, it had been glorious
to know him in that way – to find such unbridled pleasure. To know the wonder
of a man’s touch, and to know that he desired her touch as well. Indeed, he
desired her madly. And she could not help herself. She longed for him at this
very moment.
Where was he now? She had fully
expected him to follow her into the house, perhaps even to pursue her in some
way, even though she had told him to remain at a distance. There was something
delightful in the thought of teasing him, knowing that he wanted her so. The
idea of playing such a lover’s game was so thrilling. God help her, it was
wicked, and she knew it to be so. They were not husband and wife, and she was
certain that in time, she would have to pay a penace for commiting such a sin.
But she so deeply craved the affection to be found between a man and a woman.
How could she deny what her heart and soul longed for?
She heard the creak of the front
door. Looking down at her father, seeing that he had not stirred, she quietly
stepped away from him. Would Guy heed her warning and stay away? She almost
laugh at the foolishness of her own thoughts. No, he would not keep his
distance, and in truth, she wished for nothing else but to rush into his arms
again. They would not make love here and now – not when her father was but a
room away. But they could share one last kiss before she slipped away from him
for the night. He would try to hold to her, and she would not want him to let
her go, but she would be the one to maintain the smallest measure of
discipline. Filled with eagerness and anticipation, a little smile coming to
her lips, she slipped with quiet steps into the front room, expecting to feel a
wild joy in her heart at the sight of him.
Instead, her feet froze on the
spot in the doorway. Her eyes grew wide in shock. Two figures stood near the
fire. Two men she had never thought to see again.
No, she silently said. It
cannot be.
She felt the world growing dim
around her – the shock of the moment too much. She was falling, and just before
all became black, she heard the two men speak.
“Dearest sister, we have come
home.”
“Aye, we have returned. My lovely
wife, I have come back to you.”
Loved this episode! But what a twist!
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